Praying for time......
I look into your deep sad eyes,
The pain,the sorrow,unrecognised,
No longer together in heart or in mind?
We two are one,our souls combined.
We'll remain still together,though distance departs,
Not by the flesh of hands,but the strength of our hearts,
My mind I cannot focus,at work, or at play,
My only thoughts are ones of you,each second of the day.
I wonder if you're dreaming,whilst I lay awake and weep,
See,I no longer dream as there's no dreaming without sleep,
Whilst laying in your arms at night,I knew I had no fears,
Now I lay alone in bed,I only have my tears,
What has happened to us?I just don't understand,
Nothing has gone the way I want,or the way I planned,
I wanted our lives together to have stability and security,
But happiness and contentment,I've killed with immaturity,
I think I've told you many times,and now I think you know,
That I will never forget you,or ever let you go,
I always loved to be with you,I hate us being apart,
Even years from now I know,there's a void inside my heart,
I'll keep on praying you'll have a change of mind,
Maybe you'll see that what we had,will be hard to find,
Which ever path we follow now I hope it's for the best,
Apart,together,or torn between the two?
Is a change really better than a rest??
Written by me September 21st 1994 age 20!
(sad and traumatic time in my life ):(
